It has been a difficult time. I visited my lovely hubby on Monday to find him not pleased to see me. I don't know whether it was vivid dreams or hallucinations but I had been doing all sorts of things. Luckily, he settled down and was quite content when I left telling him I will collect him on Christmas Eve and bring him home. I am not sure whether he knows where home is though.
Tomorrow I will bake some bread and a cake and gets lots more rest.